Los Angeles by Mary Miller

The whole time I was manipulating him I was telling him how it was done.
    I took the phone into the bathroom so he could hear me pee.
    “I’m peeing,” I said.
    “Oh!” he said, “you are?”
    “I had to go. By the way this is called feigned intimacy, and men love it.” I told him the other ways it could be accomplished: drinking out of a man’s glass, touching his knee. The whole point is early, you have to get there early.
    He was far away. We’d met over the internet. It was all pretend so you could say anything. I proceeded to get drunk and tell him my problems, all the while telling him it was bad manners to get shit-faced and spill your guts right away. “Of course,” I said, “my manners were never very good.” I could swear I was lying but everything I said was true. He said he was Superman, took it back. What he meant was he was good in bed. I needed something to think about at night, my husband curled into the television set and a stack of books I’d never read. He’d seen pictures: contact lenses, mascara, looking away from the camera.
    “I’m pretty,” I said, giving him my bra size.
    “I know you’re pretty!” he said. “You’re hot! And D-cups don’t hurt either!” He called out for Jesus then. I felt bugs crawling on my face but there was nothing there.
    I was looking for a way out. Once I found it I would find my way back in. I didn’t know where he was coming from. He lived in Los Angeles, palm trees out his window.

This story first appeared in Quick Fiction 12.

About the author:

Less Shiny is a collection of short short stories from, Mary Miller, the author of Big World (short flight/long drive books 2009). Her stories have appeared in the Oxford American, New Stories from the South 2008, Mississippi Review, Black Clock, Quick Fiction, Barrelhouse, Hobart, and elsewhere.